*cry* cannot make otakon this year and now I think that there arent any local cons. what am I to do?

I got braces in and so far they have been nothing but a pain. literally.

Things have mainly been tense here, the family Im staying with, even though we're related seems to think I am in a constant bad mood and that I hate them, and they dont fail to tell me at least once or twice a week.

-Personal Info

~Name: Hannah Rush
~Height: 5'4.5"
~Weight: no
~Birthday: August 15th, 1988
~Birthplace: Leesburg..thats in the big VA folks
~Current Location: Northern Colorado
~School/Grade: Freshman in College starting this fall!
~Zodiac Sign: Leo.
~Chinese Zodiac Sign: Dragon.
~Righty or Lefty: Right handed yo! but sometimes i do wonder...
~Haircolor: brown...like mud haha
~Eye color: Green.
~Skin Color: Sunburnt! its official im in one of the sunniest places on earth! can even believe I've been outside enough to get one in the first place.

-About Me

~What's Your Family Situation (Parents, Siblings, etc): Birth father is passed away, Mom & Stepfather are married, One half brother, and two half sisters that belong to my brothers dad and his wife...its all good though its like a really really big family with multiple parents.
~Any Pets: 5
~If So What Are They: Ryu, Bella, & Lucky belong to the beagle clan, while Akira & Potato are plotting our demise as cats...0.0 our pets outnumber us...scary
~Favorite Relative: thats tough, but would probably have to be my cousin Olivia, she rox my socks!!
~Least Favorite Relative: i wont answer that.
~What's Your Heritage/Race: Italian,Native American,and Irish
~Political Affiliation: Liberal, as being open to change! for the good yo!

-Love and Sex

~Sexuality: Straight
~Are You In A Relationship Now: i had been...
~If So, With Whom: n/a
~For How Long:
~Are You In Love?: i dont know
~Do You Have A Crush On Anyone: no
~Ever Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex?: maybe? hecks if i know
~How Old Were You When You Had Your First Kiss?: probably like 5 or 6? I was in elementary.
~Virgin?: yeah beaby
~If Not, How Old Were You When You Had Sex For The First Time: <<...um what she said
~Was It Enjoyable?:...
~Where Do You Most Like To Be Kissed?: i dont have enough experience to actually give a real answer.
~Best Love Quote?: "And, in the sound of a falling star is joy and sadness uniting love."

-Your Friends

~Best: Sammi, Colin, Olivia, and my Mom!
~How Many Do You Have?: 4! all the people i need in the world
~Love Them All?: absolutely without a doubt
~Any You Wish You Were Closer To?: All, I would have to move across country to get back to them. >.<
~Oldest?: Haha my mom!
~Newest?: hmm...prob sammi and colin
~Pen Pal?: none

-This Or That

~Boxers or Briefs?: i really like boxer briefs, mmmm yummy lol!
~Thongs or G-Strings?: i guess a thong, its easier for a skirt or dress, but still feels like panties.
~Shorts or Pants?: either
~Shoes or Bare feet?: Shoes for sure!
~Books or Movies?: I love both!
~Night or Day?: Night.
~Dark or Light?: Light? i suppose.
~Mountains or Beach?: i cant decide!! T_T
~Snow or Sun?: Snow!!! its like an obsession.
~Pepsi or Coke?: neither.
~Guys or Girls?: eh? in what context?
~Swim or Surf?: neither thank you muchos.

-For Or Against

~Gay Marriage?: For
~Abortion?: I'm against it as a birth control method. If a girl got raped and became pregnant, or a similar event happened, that's different. (took the words right out of my mouth, and i could see if there were medical concerns abortion being a treatment, even if it is sad.)
~Bush Getting Re-elected?: Oh Hell No. I'm moving to Japan if that happens!
~Suicide?: meh
~War?: NO
~Pants?: Pants please
~Clothes In General?: Yes, for the love of all thats good, Yes!
~Penises?: ?? why is that even a question?

-Favorites

~Color: Heather
~Number?: 6
~Holiday?: My birthday?
~Season?: Winter then Spring
~Movie?: Pride & Prejudice
~Book?: Jane Eyre
~Magazine?: Seventeen
~Food?: Watermelon
~Drink?: Water or sun tea
~TV Show?: none
~Song?: Peace Train by Cat Stevens, one of the best songs to ever be sang!
~Band?: U2 or Coldplay
~Computer Game?: Sims2
~Video Game?: Harvest Moon or kingdom hearts
~Anime/Manga?: Sailor Moon, Chobits, and Naruto
~Shirt?: its a white eyelette blouse that I love to death.
~Pants?: a pair of MEK denims that my nonna bought me.
~Actor?:
~Actress?: Julia Roberts or Keira Knightly
~Singer?: I have too many for there to be a single one favorite.
~Flower?: gladiolas
~Scent?: Miracle by Lancome
~Animal?: Ferret yo!
~Cookie?: no

-About Future

~Want To Go To College?: yes.
~What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?: an artist most likely, its probably what i will do because its what im most talented in.
~Want To Get Married?: yes.
~Want To Have Kids?: yeah
~What Would Their Names Be?: Girls- Natalia, Ota, Irina, Caprice, Merlot. Boys- Athen, Paris, Lucien, Griffen(or Griffeth), Braeden...yeah I've thought about it alot.
~How Many?: I want to have twins... i want to adopt as well.
~Where Do You Want To Live?: i really dont know...probably Japan.
~Where Do You Want To Get Married?: no idea
~How Do You Want To Die?: i try not to think about that.

-More Stuff About You

~Piercings?:ears and soon a nose or belly button!
~Tattoos?: No.
~Smoke?: gag me no way!
~Drink?: nah
~Do Drugs?: nope.
~Skinny Dip?: not yet...
~Greatest Fear?:
~Chocolate or Vanilla?: only chocolate in a solid form, no ice cream pwease.
~Go To Church?: i try
~Religion?: LDS
~Scars?: on my knees from falling on the black top when it was icy, and one on my wrist from falling on stairs, there was a jagged part of the wall that got me when i tried to stop myself from falling..yeah I fell a lot when I was younger.
~CDs Owned?: lots
~Collections?: Nutcrackers, snow babies, spoons, and art books.
~Like To Be Naked?: no.
~Ever Eaten Sushi?: Yyes
~Eaten a whole packet of Oreos?: no
~Been On Stage?: yes
~Danced In The Rain?: a few times when i was younger
~Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex?: yes
~Weirdest Dream?: being murdered
~Best Dream?: dont recall one
~Saddest Dream?: dont remember
~Dream You Most Wish Would Come True?: i dont really remember a lot of my dreams unless they were scary
~Think You're Attractive?: not at all
~Shoplifted?: no
~Been Caught "Doing Something"?: yes, skipping class
~Weirdest Makeout Place?: none
~Like Thunderstorms?: scary
~Favorite Shoes?: my BKL suede sandles
~Favorite Quote?: "We are born wet, naked, and hungry. Then things get worse."
~Best Advice You've Given?: i dont know
~Worst Advice You've Given?: no idea
~Favorite Song Lyric?: "Went to school and I was very nervous, no one knew me, no one knew me. hello teacher tell me whats my lesson, look right through me, look right through me."-Mad World
~What Quote Says Most About Your Life?: "Not all who wander are lost."
~Glad This Is Over?: eh, it was fun.

yeah so we've got visitors.

Im packing up my room, or at least trying to. I cant get a grip on my life.

I've stopped dancing, I eat more and more and more. It never ends.

Im hateful and mean to those around me and i dont understand why I cant be nice, but i feel like im getting to that point where I dont care.

i want it to be about me for once.

too selfish.

I wrote a list down of everything I want to change about me that I AM at the moment.

it will be finished by december this year.

I want to be perfect.

Wah! Its been forever!!

I need to get my arts up here soon!!

So Im moving in about 9 days! How freaky.

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1. Do you snore?
i know i talk haha

2. Are you a lover or a fighter?
either depending

3. What’s your worst fear?
not anything Im gonna say here haha

4. As a kid, where you a lego maniac?
no

5. What do you think of “reality” tv?
i love americas next top model...does that count?

6. Do you chew on your straws?
yes

7. Were you a cute baby?
no, i was fat

8. Is the single life for you?
wish it wasnt, but thats the way its shapin' up to be for the rest of it...add a few cats and a stoop and im good to go.

9. What colour is your keyboard?
white and chrome

10. Do you sing in the shower?
no

11. Have you ever sky-dived before?
nope

12. Any secret talents?
not any that are mentionable...>.> dun think you wanna know either way

13. What’s your ideal vacation spot?
away from everyone i know, where no one can bother me about stupid things....maybe I should just be considering moving out though for the time being

14. Can you swim?
yeah

16. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko”?
yes, love the song mad world

17. Do you give a damn about the ozone?
yes, i'd like to be alive, thank you.

18. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?
no idea

19. Can you sing the alphabet backwards?
not very well

20. Have you ever been on an airplane?
yes

21. Are you a single child?
no, but I was raised like it

22. Do you prefer electronic or manual pencil sharpeners?
depends

23. What’s your stand on hunting?
if its the only way to control population levels so that they dont start harming themselves, then by all means...just no endangered species killiz yo!

24. Is marriage in your future?
probably not, though i wish it was

25. Do you like your handwriting?
no

26. What are you allergic to?
pinnapple, milk, and bees

27. When was the last time you said 'I love you?'
not in a very long time

28. Is Tupac still alive?
not that i know of

29. Do you cry at weddings?
no

30. How do you like your eggs?
whites only please ^^

31. Are blondes dumb?
depends i guess...i'm half biologically so that suxorz for me

32. Where does the other sock end up?
still havent found it actually

33. What time is it?
12:57

4. Do you have a nickname?
hannah montana, ms montana, banana, little egg...dun ask >.>

35. Is McDonald's disgusting?
absolutely

36. When was the last time you were in a car?
5 hours ago

37. Do you prefer baths or showers?
either as long as I get clean

38. Is Santa Claus real?
no comment

39. Do you like having you neck kissed?
mmmhmm

40. Are you afraid of the dark?
not anymore

41. What are you addicted to?
hmm...lots

42. Crunchy or creamy peanut butter?
neither

43. Can you crack your neck?
yupp

44. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
yes

45. How many times have you brushed your teeth today?
twice

46. Is drug free the way to be?
depends, are we talking perscription? I would die without arthritis meds for my hips.

47. Are you a heavy sleeper?
only when I'm very tired

48. What colour are your eyes?
Green

50. Do you like your life?
umm...have to say not really.


51. Who’s better: Stone Cold or The Rock?
The Rock? cus hes good in movies too.