yeah so we've got visitors.

Im packing up my room, or at least trying to. I cant get a grip on my life.

I've stopped dancing, I eat more and more and more. It never ends.

Im hateful and mean to those around me and i dont understand why I cant be nice, but i feel like im getting to that point where I dont care.

i want it to be about me for once.

too selfish.

I wrote a list down of everything I want to change about me that I AM at the moment.

it will be finished by december this year.

I want to be perfect.